The Law of Lines Read online

  ALSO BY HYE-YOUNG PYUN

  The Hole City of Ash and Red

  Copyright © 2015 by Hye-young Pyun

  English-language translation copyright © 2020 by Sora Kim-Russell

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  First English-language Edition

  Originally published in Korean under the title (Seonui beopchik) by Munhakdongne

  This book was translated and published with the support of a generous grant from the Daesan Foundation, Seoul.

  This is a work of fiction. Names, places, characters, and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously.

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  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Names: P’yn, Hye-yng, 1972 – author. | Kim-Russell, Sora, translator.

  Title: The law of lines : a novel / Hye-young Pyun ; translated from the Korean by Sora Kim-Russell.

  Other titles: Sn i ppch'ik. English

  Description: First edition | New York : Arcade Publishing, [2020]

  Identifiers: LCCN 2019055519 (print) | LCCN 2019055520 (ebook) | ISBN 9781948924962 (hardcover) | ISBN 9781948924979 (ebook)

  Classification: LCC PL994.67.H94 S6613 2020 (print) | LCC PL994.67.H94 (ebook) | DDC 895.73/5—dc23

  LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2019055519

  LC ebook record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2019055520

  Cover design by Erin Seaward-Hiatt

  Cover illustration: © SasinParaksa/Getty Images (skyline); © Happyfoto/Getty

  Images (texture)

  Printed in the United States of America

  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Epigraph

  1

  Their house was small and run-down. It had been built just two years after Se-oh was born, but already the construction was outdated, the timbers swollen, hinges rusted from years of wind and rain. Fine cracks had appeared on the outsides of the walls and were cemented over. With every summer and winter, the utility bills grew higher as the old house grew worse at keeping out the heat and cold. But despite its flaws, it was still the coziest, warmest world for Se-oh Yun.

  Whenever Se-oh’s errands took her far from home or kept her out for too long, she broke into a nervous sweat. It was the same now. The long subway ride had left her drenched; when she finally stepped out onto the platform, the air was cool and refreshing. But the effect was momentary. Soon she was shivering. She blamed the new coat. Though the news claimed it was getting warmer, the coat was still too thin for the weather. The end of March wasn’t so much the start of spring as it was the last gasp of winter.

  Se-oh stopped and took her old, padded coat out of the shopping bag. She’d worn it on the way to the department store. The coat was nice and heavy, but what warmed her more was the thought that she was nearly home.

  Traffic was at a standstill, the cars blocked by a crowd of pedestrians in the middle of the street. Their voices were nearly loud enough to drown out the blaring of horns. What had happened? She could feel everyone’s eyes on her. Could sense them stopping mid-sentence to stare at her. Stepping back to open a path before she could get too close. Turning their heads when her eyes met theirs. Whispering to the people next to them.

  Of course, if she’d actually found the courage to lift her head and look, she would have seen that the others barely registered her presence, but she couldn’t manage it. Se-oh let her head drop further and further. Any moment now someone was going to recognize her and grab her by the throat or curse at her and demand to know where she’d been hiding. She hurried away from them.

  She didn’t get far before she saw the smoke. A thick column of it, which she would have seen immediately if she’d only kept her head up, loomed over the neighborhood. She heard sirens. The fire trucks weren’t just pulling up; they’d been sitting in one spot, blaring away, for some time. The ominous wail seemed to fade, as if exhausting the last of its strength, and yet it wasn’t moving away from her. She was headed directly for it. When she realized the sirens were in front of her house, she felt her stomach turn.

  The crowd was getting louder. Se-oh pushed her way through. The air smelled acrid. Someone ran toward her and shouted for her to be careful. The black smoke struggled to distance itself from the earth.

  She walked slowly past the real estate office at the head of the alley. There was usually a yellow dog sitting out front, but she didn’t see it this time. The dog belonged to #153. After the owner moved away and abandoned the dog, the neighbors had taken turns feeding it. In return, it kept watch over their alley. She wondered where it had gone. But when she looked back, the dog was right there, as always. It was strange how the dog did not bark at the throngs of people, or wag its tail at Se-oh, or sprawl on the ground and laze about. The dog stood quietly, like a grown-up, among the loudly chattering people.

  Se-oh stared at the unbarking dog and shivered with renewed force. It was definitely a bad idea to have worn the new coat on her way home. New clothes should only be worn on a new day. And now, by wearing this coat, she would be forced to ring in a day unlike any she had experienced so far. Why did her father have to go and do something he’d never done before? He’d gone twenty-seven years without buying her clothes for her birthday, so why start now?

  The dog was still silent. It stared at Se-oh and did not bark. She took her time, trying to remember whether the dog had always been that quiet, whether it had ever just stared at her like that. She walked a little farther and looked back again: the dog had slumped to the ground in exhaustion.

  2

  Se-oh was eight when she lost her mother. Her grandmother was the one who had fetched her from school the day it happened.

  During the funeral, Se-oh paid very close attention to what everyone did. Watching and filing everything away in her memory was all she could do, as the mother who had always been by her side was gone, her grandmother seemed to have lost the will even to stand up, and her father’s spirit had all but left his body.

  Se-oh could still recall the grassy scent of the flowers that surrounded her mother’s funeral portrait, the smoke from the incense that she could see spiraling up if she stared very hard, the smell of the incense that ti
ngled the tip of her nose, the fiery spice of the beef soup served in the funeral home dining hall, and the taste of the honey-filled rice cakes that popped open as she chewed them.

  Her father had always had something to say to Se-oh, but on that day, he said nothing at all and only pinned a white ribbon to her hair. Occasionally, if she started to fret, he gave her a little hug. Even then his lips were sealed. He did not look her in the eye and say something tender. The grown-ups patted Se-oh on the head. To escape their sweaty palms, she twisted away each time she saw a hand come up. Some of the grown-ups even insisted on picking her up in their arms. It used to tickle when they did that, but on that day, it did not. Maybe it was because of the smell of the incense. She couldn’t get away from it; the smell made her nose sting and her insides churn. Though she did not cry, she felt as if tears were falling.

  Her father sat in his black suit and jumped up to bow whenever more people dressed in black came to pay their respects. When they left, he sat down again, as dumb as a sack. Every now and then he would go over to where people were eating the spicy beef soup and would accept an offer of alcohol. Some of the mourners stayed all night; they broke into groups to play cards. They laughed and ate and chattered loudly. Her father curled up beside them, looking exhausted, and slept.

  Then her father took Se-oh to the room where her mother lay. Her mother, dressed in heavy, yellowish clothes, did not stir. The stiff, uncomfortable-looking fabric of her mother’s burial clothes and the hard, angry look on her mother’s face frightened Se-oh and made her burst into tears. Still, her mother did not move. Relatives encircled her mother. Her father gave Se-oh another brief hug before placing her hand in her cousin’s hand and sending them both out of the room.

  She heard the heavy door shut behind them. It wasn’t until much later that she learned what else had happened behind that closed door to the body of the deceased dressed in those thick hemp clothes.

  Her cousin did not take Se-oh far. The girl was older by only three or four years, so she might have been too afraid to leave the long, empty hallway. They sat side by side and listened to Se-oh’s father and their relatives cry in the room they’d just left. Her cousin sniffled and covered Se-oh’s ears with her hands. The hallway grew silent, like the air when it snows. The silence mingled with the sound of stifled tears. She’d thought at first that the sound was coming from the people in the room, but it was coming from her cousin.

  “What happened to Mom?” She waited a long time to ask that question aloud. Her father kept rinsing the soapy dishes and pretended not to hear her. “What happened to Mom?” She asked the question again, and only then did he turn off the tap, remove the rubber gloves, kneel down, and gently grasp Se-oh’s small shoulders. He regarded her quietly and stroked her hair.

  He did not start to say, “Your mom . . .” His throat was not choked with sobs. He did not tell her, with a sad look in his eyes, “She isn’t coming home anymore.” He did not say, “She’s asleep underground.” He merely looked at her and hugged her tightly.

  Because of that gentle silence, she never asked again. He held her lightly by the shoulders for a moment before letting go and standing back up. He turned his back to her, put the rubber gloves back on, turned on the water as high as it would go, and noisily finished washing the dishes.

  These experiences made Se-oh think she knew what death was. Death was wearing uncomfortable clothes and lying on a hard bed. Death was listening to the tears of those close to you. Talking about death meant meeting each other’s eyes in stony silence or disguising the sound of your tears with a loudly running tap.

  Someone brushed past Se-oh as she stood there staring blankly. She snapped back into the moment. In front of her, paramedics carried a person on a stretcher, and she wondered if that person was her father. If the person on the stretcher was her father, then she wanted to see what he was wearing. Please don’t let it be something heavy and uncomfortable, she thought.

  Before the stretcher drew near, someone grabbed Se-oh’s shoulder.

  “Are you okay?”

  The question was how Se-oh knew everything was not okay. The face looked familiar. It seemed to belong to one of her neighbors, but she could not remember whose. It could have been a stranger. A police officer. Maybe a paramedic. The person grabbed Se-oh’s right arm. They wanted to stop her from going into the house. There was no need. Se-oh was standing still.

  Before the ambulance door closed, the blanket fluttered, and she caught a glimpse of the person on the stretcher. It wasn’t him. The thought brought her no relief.

  3

  Ki-jeong Shin was in the middle of grading homework when she was summoned by the principal. Until becoming a teacher, she’d never realized that it meant only occasional teaching and frequent busywork. When she added up all the busywork she had to complete before the end of the week, there were over a dozen separate things she had to deal with. The first was grading. Not because it was the most important but because it was in her way.

  She had assigned the students to work in groups to write travel guides and give presentations, and now her desk was buried under piles of paper. She was already sick of grading. She didn’t have to look to know that they’d copied everything from Wikipedia and printed photos off of other people’s blogs. The only show of effort that any of them had bothered to put into the assignment was printing the photos in color.

  She was on the third packet when the call came from the principal. The unexpected had a way of intruding on ordinary things sometimes. Like this unwanted summons.

  The head teacher from Class 3 was in the principal’s office. After a moment, the vice principal came in looking stern, with Do-jun Weon and another student in tow. When Do-jun saw Ki-jeong looking quizzically at him, he lowered his face.

  A grocery store near the school had been shoplifted. Nine conspirators in total. Over the past few months, a group of students who attended the same after-school prep classes had been going in groups of two, four, and six into the store, where the owner worked alone, and systematically shoplifting items. Suspicious as to why the till was never adding up, the owner had installed a closed-circuit camera and discovered that it was the doing of students from the nearby cram school. The police said they’d caught students stealing from stationery stores and other shops in front of the school plenty of times before, but this was the first time it had been carried out so systematically and with so many accomplices.

  Ki-jeong was shocked to hear Do-jun was among them. Do-jun’s family was well-off. His parents ran their own business. She had her suspicions that it might be something unsavory, as they never went into detail about what line of business they were in. Last year, the head teacher had told her that Do-jun’s parents had made a sizable contribution to the school. Unless his parents were unusually strict about not giving him an allowance, he should have had no reason to resort to stealing.

  Ki-jeong gazed with interest at Do-jun’s lowered head. She did not think highly of him, perhaps because she had witnessed the boy acting in self-serving ways before. He was unreliable, always chasing after girls and goofing off when everyone was supposed to be working together to clean the classroom. And yet, he cared enough about his grades that if he forgot to bring his homework, he would go hungry in order to run home at lunchtime and get it. For their group assignment, he’d let his teammates do all the work but took all the credit for it in his presentation, much to their resentment. He might have gotten away with it if she hadn’t overheard them whispering about it. As far as Ki-jeong could tell, Do-jun never did anything that might bring him harm, took the credit when it served him, and ignored anything that didn’t.

  The fact that he was so comfortable with her was also strangely aggravating. Do-jun stopped by her classroom every day to give her something. Mostly it was snacks, but other times he’d give her toothpaste or soap or some other small item. Before Ki-jeong could even react, he would say, “Come on, don’t be shy! Just take it.” While she was at a loss for word
s at how forward he was, he would say, “Shall I bring you something else instead?” which made her angry. She had a feeling it wouldn’t be long before he was handing her an envelope of cash, and because of this thing that had not even happened, she kept the boy at arm’s length.

  Do-jun seemed to catch on. He’d gradually begun to play the part of a well-behaved and trustworthy student. He cleaned the windows in the hallway and helped other students to move desks aside to mop the floor. But even then, she did not doubt for one minute that he only did these things when she was around to witness them.

  She thought she should pull Do-jun aside some time and give him a stern talking to, but she kept putting it off. He hadn’t exactly done anything wrong. Since the things he brought her were not expensive and could either be eaten or used and tossed, it seemed that if she scolded him, she would only make it obvious that she simply didn’t like him.

  She shared the snacks he gave her with her fellow teachers. She didn’t mind all that much when they teased her for being popular. As for the toothpaste and hand cream and other items, she tucked those away in a paper bag. Whenever she ran out of something, she replaced it with an item that Do-jun had given her without a second thought. When he’d brought her slippers a short while back, Ki-jeong had realized how observant he was. Just the day before, one of the slippers she wore indoors at work had ripped. The pair he’d given her weren’t expensive. They had an obviously fake logo of a foreign brand printed on the instep.

  She had thanked him, for the first time. He’d grinned bashfully. When she saw how innocent he seemed, she’d felt a little sorry for having thought so badly of the things he did, when he was obviously doing them just to get attention.

  Ki-jeong brought Do-jun from the principal’s office to the teachers’ lounge and sat him down across from her with a sigh. The boy hung his head low, as if her sigh were weighing down the air in the room. The pale nape of his neck was exposed, revealing a round, thumbnail-sized birthmark near the top of his spine. Ki-jeong stared hard at the birthmark. It was big enough to catch her eye, and yet she had never noticed it before. The boy had fair skin without any of the usual pimples, and he must have had braces at a young age because his teeth were very straight.